Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Just Another Whimsical Wednesday

   Around and around and around.  I want to see the plan.  I wonder what the shadow of the dancing candlelight on the wall in the dark is really thinking.  Probably too caught up in the moment. Swaying with the air to that tune only heard and played for it exclusively.  To look at and beyond all logical and naturalism of this world.  That is where it starts to get interesting.  Cartoon network.  The solace of my surroundings.  Wandering thoughts on a starlit night.  Such company to keep.  Invited and uninvited.  The days have grown colder and I must be really careful to not let my heart do the same.  It's so easy to internalize situations and let them take the wheel.  Free rides in the circus midway in my mind.  Make sure you stay for the matinee and don't bother to pick up your garbage.  I've got it.  Really, it's under control...every little kernel.  Reprieving the day away on a white sandy beach with turquoise waters that fade into a deep dark blue.  Unlock the prison door, go free and you will reprieve no more.  Some days make sense and other days are bit opaque.  I'm an analytical creature of habit with quite the standard deviation in my data.  Decisions will make or break you without a doubt.  It's never too late though!  Thinking about the two year flu.  The walking dead.  Winter never goes away in that moment.  Living smack dab in the middle of Antarctica.  Fear, anxiety, desperation divided by uncertainty...also known as loss of control.  Borrowed time eclipsing into getting better or getting worse.  Decisions will make or break you!  I was one of those birds that fell out of the nest and bumped my head, repeatedly.  Fortunately, the cat never came along to pick me up.  I'm not cured nor will I ever be.  I'm just like you, however my alleles are a little different.  Bradley, would you and Lou Dog take us up out of here with some west coast lovin'?



To be continued...

JG

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